Tag: travel

WTF Am I Doing?

In just a few days I will be in Nashville with Corbit. Everything sounds wonderful, we will finally be together again. But today he dropped a truth bomb that shattered every illusion of hope that I had. He wanted to discuss the trip with me, and I was very hesitant to tell him that I…

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Crossover

Feelings are fickle, and they constantly change. I am a big example of that, and sometimes, they even cross over. The gay world in Los Angeles is small. If I go to my local gay bars I will see all the guys from Tinder and Bumble spilling drinks and laughing amongst one another. It kind…

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When the Music Dies

Ever since I left Corbit and Nashville and returned to LA, he and I have been in contact nearly every day. We FaceTime, Text, and will call one another. It’s fun and it’s nice, but it isn’t enough for me. I needed more time with him to calculate my feelings and see how we interact with…

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Let The Music Play

After Corbit dropped me off, I was a mess of emotions. I didn’t know how to feel, and I didn’t know whether my heart wanted to stay or go. I was so confused, and as I walked towards my gate to board my plane, I didn’t know whether to get on it or stay behind…

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What Is Happening?!

In an earlier post I wrote about falling in love at first sight. I met Christopher in D.C. and we had a romantic weekend that took my heart with it. One week later, here in Nashville, I met someone named Corbit. And Corbit stole my heart just like Christopher did, and now I’m just one confused boy…

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Dear Patience

  Today I spent the night in Nashville with my best friend. I would like to think I could go out without the intention of bumping into a cute guy that would possibly be my future husband, but I can’t. Literally every time I go out I’m on the hunt for Mr. Wonderful. It’s a…

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Love At First Sight

It lasted probably 36 hours, but it was the most romantic filled 36 hours I have had in a long time. The company I’ve been traveling with has to help out with the High School division of the history competition for about a weekend in D.C. and this is the longest we get on the…

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To Fall in Love Again

When I was with my ex, I used to get sad by the fact that I would never fall in love again. Like I said previously, I thought he could have been it, and I had these moments where that feeling made me feel overwhelmingly disappointed. And I would try my best to ignore it…

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Oh What a Drag

Stepping into a new group is intense. You’re disrupting a dynamic that has been built over time, but for this road trip, this group is not a team. Some are coupled up, hooking up on the regular without any idea of the emotional consequences that could come when the trip is over. Other’s just go…

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Romantic on The Road

Life is always full of unexpected moments. It cannot be planned, and no matter how hard we try to make it perfect, something can go wrong. But sometimes life can throw positive unexpected moments your way, and much like the bad, you just roll with it. I was sitting down having coffee with a co-worker…

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