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Crossover

Feelings are fickle, and they constantly change. I am a big example of that, and sometimes, they even cross over. The gay world in Los Angeles is small. If I go to my local gay bars I will see all the guys from Tinder and Bumble spilling drinks and laughing amongst one another. It kind…

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Child’s Ticket Please!

It’s been awhile since I’ve written a blog, but I can reassure y’all I haven’t stopped going on dates, I simply just stopped writing. I’ve been lazy and laser focused on preparing my body for acting that I haven’t taken the time to just sit down and write. But here goes. When I start chatting…

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Running for Miles

My first go to distraction is hoping onto a dating app and allowing myself to mindlessly swipe through potential suitors. This is both tedious and mind consuming, but i’s also fun to know some of my options out there. But realistically, most of them fucking suck. I see the same damn people pop up on…

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When the Music Dies

Ever since I left Corbit and Nashville and returned to LA, he and I have been in contact nearly every day. We FaceTime, Text, and will call one another. It’s fun and it’s nice, but it isn’t enough for me. I needed more time with him to calculate my feelings and see how we interact with…

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Updates

It’s been awhile since I’ve written a post, and it’s not because nothing in my love life has happened, but rather I got lazy and stopped writing. I kind of had an inner struggle. I write these in the hope that someone will read them, but they are also somewhat therapeutic for me. But I…

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Let The Music Play

After Corbit dropped me off, I was a mess of emotions. I didn’t know how to feel, and I didn’t know whether my heart wanted to stay or go. I was so confused, and as I walked towards my gate to board my plane, I didn’t know whether to get on it or stay behind…

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What Is Happening?!

In an earlier post I wrote about falling in love at first sight. I met Christopher in D.C. and we had a romantic weekend that took my heart with it. One week later, here in Nashville, I met someone named Corbit. And Corbit stole my heart just like Christopher did, and now I’m just one confused boy…

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Love At First Sight

It lasted probably 36 hours, but it was the most romantic filled 36 hours I have had in a long time. The company I’ve been traveling with has to help out with the High School division of the history competition for about a weekend in D.C. and this is the longest we get on the…

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Small World or Better Luck?

I will never understand emotions. I mean, how can anyone? They’re constantly changing and constantly moving, so how can anyone settle on a consistency with love? I still think of Shay. There hasn’t been a day since we started dating that I haven’t thought about him. It’s been one month since my break up and…

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Was it a date?

So today I went on a hangout/date with this guy named Raul who has been trying to take me out for a few years. I’m not sure why I never pursued it, I mean he’s cute and very nice, but after tonight I can tell you we will never be anything more than friends. I…

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