Tag: los angeles

Running for Miles

My first go to distraction is hoping onto a dating app and allowing myself to mindlessly swipe through potential suitors. This is both tedious and mind consuming, but i’s also fun to know some of my options out there. But realistically, most of them fucking suck. I see the same damn people pop up on…

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When the Music Dies

Ever since I left Corbit and Nashville and returned to LA, he and I have been in contact nearly every day. We FaceTime, Text, and will call one another. It’s fun and it’s nice, but it isn’t enough for me. I needed more time with him to calculate my feelings and see how we interact with…

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Updates

It’s been awhile since I’ve written a post, and it’s not because nothing in my love life has happened, but rather I got lazy and stopped writing. I kind of had an inner struggle. I write these in the hope that someone will read them, but they are also somewhat therapeutic for me. But I…

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Let The Music Play

After Corbit dropped me off, I was a mess of emotions. I didn’t know how to feel, and I didn’t know whether my heart wanted to stay or go. I was so confused, and as I walked towards my gate to board my plane, I didn’t know whether to get on it or stay behind…

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Afraid of Heights

Corbit said, the first night he met me, that he wasn’t going to fill my head with pretty words. Rather he was going to show me how he felt. I didn’t understand how he was going to do that, and it scared me that so much was happening so fast, but I didn’t run. I…

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To Fall in Love Again

When I was with my ex, I used to get sad by the fact that I would never fall in love again. Like I said previously, I thought he could have been it, and I had these moments where that feeling made me feel overwhelmingly disappointed. And I would try my best to ignore it…

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Lights, Camera, Action!

All day I was craving dessert. Every time I eat a meal, I immediately think of sugar and how I need it. No matter how full I am, there is always a little pocket for dessert. So I waited all day for my best friend Kay to come home to get dessert with me at our favorite…

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Drunk Text

Everyone at some point has sent a drunk text. Either to a friend, a lover, or past lover. Alcohol doesn’t discriminate, and if you’re like me, you’ve probably sent one to all 3. Well, over the past weekend I decided to break my month long silence with Shay and tell him I missed him. One…

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And They Say Romance is Dead.

I’ve been on the tinder game for a month now, and although I do not take it seriously, I can’t help but have some faith something good can come from it. My ex relationship gave me such high and low expectations from Tinder that I think anything is possible. So when a cute boy starts talking to me…

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We’re All A Little Animal

Life is weird, and I don’t think you should ever burn a bridge because I promise one day you might need to cross it. When I was in 8th grade, I was best friends with a guy named Callum. Callum was annoying, and why we were friends I will never understand, but one night the…

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