Tag: life

Sherlock

I think I’m a glutton for pain, or maybe I just like doing things I know are bad for me because I can’t help myself. I am human, and the more I talk with people, the more I realize my views on life are constantly changing. If you’ve been reading this blog from the beginning,…

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Together, We Rise

Over this past weekend I had the chance to live out a Disney fantasy. I traveled with my best friends up to the Mojave desert to the Rise Lantern Festival. For those who don’t know, it’s basically stepping into the movie Tangled. Thousands of people meet up, and we release floating lanterns with written notes…

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One Night Stand

I wasn’t expecting it, honestly I vowed I would never go home with someone from a bar. I believed this for 2 reasons. 1) I don’t trust people. 2) I don’t ever want to be seen as someone easy. I want to play hard to get and be desired, but something about this guy made…

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Destiny is a bitch

Everyone warned me. They told me I was crazy to fly across the country to tell someone I loved them when he already told me that he met someone and was in a relationship. But I believed he and I had something that could defy distance and beat the odds. We started like a movie…

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When the Music Dies

Ever since I left Corbit and Nashville and returned to LA, he and I have been in contact nearly every day. We FaceTime, Text, and will call one another. It’s fun and it’s nice, but it isn’t enough for me. I needed more time with him to calculate my feelings and see how we interact with…

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Let The Music Play

After Corbit dropped me off, I was a mess of emotions. I didn’t know how to feel, and I didn’t know whether my heart wanted to stay or go. I was so confused, and as I walked towards my gate to board my plane, I didn’t know whether to get on it or stay behind…

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Afraid of Heights

Corbit said, the first night he met me, that he wasn’t going to fill my head with pretty words. Rather he was going to show me how he felt. I didn’t understand how he was going to do that, and it scared me that so much was happening so fast, but I didn’t run. I…

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Was it a date?

So today I went on a hangout/date with this guy named Raul who has been trying to take me out for a few years. I’m not sure why I never pursued it, I mean he’s cute and very nice, but after tonight I can tell you we will never be anything more than friends. I…

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