Corbit said, the first night he met me, that he wasn’t going to fill my head with pretty words. Rather he was going to show me how he felt. I didn’t understand how he was going to do that, and it scared me that so much was happening so fast, but I didn’t run. I…
After that night with Corbit, he dropped me back off at Caitlyn’s house. Needless to say, I was a nervous wreck going back to her. She had a melt down when I said I wanted to leave, I just couldn’t imagine how she felt when I didn’t come back all night. I kissed Corbit goodbye…
In an earlier post I wrote about falling in love at first sight. I met Christopher in D.C. and we had a romantic weekend that took my heart with it. One week later, here in Nashville, I met someone named Corbit. And Corbit stole my heart just like Christopher did, and now I’m just one confused boy…
Today I spent the night in Nashville with my best friend. I would like to think I could go out without the intention of bumping into a cute guy that would possibly be my future husband, but I can’t. Literally every time I go out I’m on the hunt for Mr. Wonderful. It’s a…
It lasted probably 36 hours, but it was the most romantic filled 36 hours I have had in a long time. The company I’ve been traveling with has to help out with the High School division of the history competition for about a weekend in D.C. and this is the longest we get on the…
I think in our dreams, our subconscious likes to play out the demons we refuse to fight on our own. As a poet, I always write about my relationships. But ever since my ex and I broke up, I’ve barely written any poetry at all. There are two reasons for this. Either I don’t want…
When I was with my ex, I used to get sad by the fact that I would never fall in love again. Like I said previously, I thought he could have been it, and I had these moments where that feeling made me feel overwhelmingly disappointed. And I would try my best to ignore it…
Time is weird. It helps you to move on from certain situations by giving you new distractions and new experiences to focus on, but it also romanticizes things that should no longer be romanticized. I’m specifically talking about relationships. With time I’ve slowly forgotten my ex, but now when I look back I start to…
Stepping into a new group is intense. You’re disrupting a dynamic that has been built over time, but for this road trip, this group is not a team. Some are coupled up, hooking up on the regular without any idea of the emotional consequences that could come when the trip is over. Other’s just go…
Life is always full of unexpected moments. It cannot be planned, and no matter how hard we try to make it perfect, something can go wrong. But sometimes life can throw positive unexpected moments your way, and much like the bad, you just roll with it. I was sitting down having coffee with a co-worker…
