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Knotted

My stomach is still tied up in knots. I have been in Nashville for over 24 hours and it already feels like a roller coaster ride. It’s not bad, surprisingly it’s going a lot better than I imagined, but it still has its moments. I have always imagined the moment I flew into Nashville. I…

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WTF Am I Doing?

In just a few days I will be in Nashville with Corbit. Everything sounds wonderful, we will finally be together again. But today he dropped a truth bomb that shattered every illusion of hope that I had. He wanted to discuss the trip with me, and I was very hesitant to tell him that I…

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Roundtrip

I think I am about to embark on one of my craziest adventures yet. I am headed to Nashville to see Corbit. For those who don’t know, I met Corbit back in May when I was in Nashville visiting my best friend. We hit it off right away, but he was a guarded person and…

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Equations

I’ve never really been good at math. I got a C my freshmen year and cheated in AP Calculus my senior year off of a sophomore who was in the class. Needless to say, numbers aren’t my strong suit. But words, words were always my forte. I loved English, and I love to express myself.…

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Crossover

Feelings are fickle, and they constantly change. I am a big example of that, and sometimes, they even cross over. The gay world in Los Angeles is small. If I go to my local gay bars I will see all the guys from Tinder and Bumble spilling drinks and laughing amongst one another. It kind…

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Child’s Ticket Please!

It’s been awhile since I’ve written a blog, but I can reassure y’all I haven’t stopped going on dates, I simply just stopped writing. I’ve been lazy and laser focused on preparing my body for acting that I haven’t taken the time to just sit down and write. But here goes. When I start chatting…

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Running for Miles

My first go to distraction is hoping onto a dating app and allowing myself to mindlessly swipe through potential suitors. This is both tedious and mind consuming, but i’s also fun to know some of my options out there. But realistically, most of them fucking suck. I see the same damn people pop up on…

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When the Music Dies

Ever since I left Corbit and Nashville and returned to LA, he and I have been in contact nearly every day. We FaceTime, Text, and will call one another. It’s fun and it’s nice, but it isn’t enough for me. I needed more time with him to calculate my feelings and see how we interact with…

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Updates

It’s been awhile since I’ve written a post, and it’s not because nothing in my love life has happened, but rather I got lazy and stopped writing. I kind of had an inner struggle. I write these in the hope that someone will read them, but they are also somewhat therapeutic for me. But I…

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Let The Music Play

After Corbit dropped me off, I was a mess of emotions. I didn’t know how to feel, and I didn’t know whether my heart wanted to stay or go. I was so confused, and as I walked towards my gate to board my plane, I didn’t know whether to get on it or stay behind…

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