Some of the stuff that happens to me I couldn’t make up even if I wanted to. I have a wild imagination, but the things I experience in my daily life sometimes exceed my creativity. Have you ever done something so embarrassing you want to hide under a rock for the rest of your life, change your name, and move to a whole new city and start again? Today, for me, is that day.
There’s a guy I know and from time to time we will send each other sexy snaps. Risqué stuff that’ll disappear after a few seconds. It’s like interactive porn, and it keeps life interesting. Okay, maybe it sounds disgusting to some people, but I’m not one for random hook ups so this is as close as I’ll get. I never show my face. Never anything that could link me to it. I’m a young horny guy, can you blame me?
Well, I decided to send one to him today all casual thinking absolutely nothing of it. It wasn’t until it was sending that I realized the name of the person I was sending it to was not the name of the guy it was meant for. Oh no, I had just sent a video of my dick to my ex boyfriends best friend.
I’m not making this shit up people, this is my life, and sometimes I swear God is up there laughing.
I immediately panicked and thought if I blocked him on Snapchat it would disappear. So I block him and start googling if that would fix the issue, and guess what ladies and gents, it doesn’t. The only way to delete a snap is to completely delete your account before they open it. I didn’t have that kind of time, and I also didn’t have that information before I did what happened next.
I immediately called his best friend, and it wasn’t weird because in the last few weeks we’ve become snapchat best friends and talked often. He answered the phone and I told him to immediately delete the snap. He was at work so he was casually trying to get me off the phone, but I had to make sure that snap disappeared before he saw it and ran to my ex saying I sent him a video of my penis. He said he would figure out a way to delete it but he had to go, and I demanded he do it now while I was on the phone with him. He said he would open it and click out, and I agreed that was probably best but he couldn’t look at it and he had to do it while I was on the phone. He asked what it was and I lied and just said it was a video of me but I looked extremely ugly and I couldn’t be seen like that. He said he took care of it and I hung up, but since I blocked him I could no longer see if he opened it or if he just told me he did. He’s Shay’s best friend, so naturally his loyalty will lie with him. And if he did see it, he’s going to tell him, and then Shay will tell his roommates and I will forever be known as the whore who sent risqué videos to people on snapchat. That will be total turn off to him, and I know it shouldn’t matter, but that means I will never EVER get him back. Also it’s just fucking embarrassing.
I’m still panicking, and I’m contemplating deleting my entire snapchat to just make sure every trace of that video is gone forever. But doing that would mean I have to start over, and I’ve made some great connections already that I don’t want to let go of. And it would be an entire process of adding people all over again, and bleh, I’m not down for that.
If he did see, well then that’s going to make a funny story. If he didn’t, that saves me the embarrassment and makes me very happy. Either way, what’s done is done. All I can do now is laugh about it and move on with my life. I don’t think I’m unlucky. I think I’m just in my twenties and trying to figure everything out. I’m going to make a lot of mistakes, but I also think I’m going to do a lot of things right. And one day, the right thing is going to work out at the right time. Just how many more mistakes will that take? The world may never know.